What was that?

It has been more than a year since my last post. It is hard to believe that time has moved as fast as it has. I did not get the new job that I was trying for the last time I posted. I kept motoring on though. I had finished my masters degree and I felt like things were about to change for me. I was right it took a little while but I have had some major change at work. I have had two new positions since I last talked. I am much more at ease in the position I am in now. I have goals again and I hope to be able to move up in my position. Through it all nothing really changes though. It is the same old thing. I work hard to provide so I can go home and live my life. I do not trust the people that I work with and do not think I will ever be able to again. I am so paranoid, I listen to every conversation because i think that things will happen the way they did before. I know that I should not be but I hear them plotting and planning the fall of others. it is never far from my min...